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Original: 4/11/2005 11:18 PM
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Monday, April 11, 2005

 
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people say that life is complicated... but i think people just make it complicated themselves. Subjects such as love, or "relationships" are the most common. But is it possible thats its mental, thats all this frustration we put ourselves through is just a matter of centering ourselves?

when it comes down to it, y do we let ourselves get so upset? yes, sometimes its difficult, but life goes on... is life really as complicated as we make it out to b?

and wat if all that time that we spent being upset about someone was wasted...

i'll b the first one to admit, i hav problems with relationships. y? because of wat happened in the past? no, truth is my only fear is hurting someone... i'd rather get hurt a thousand times over before i could even hav the chance to hurt someoneelse, because ive seen wat it does to people... im afraid of someone loving me for who i am, but could anyone really love a "dumb lil puppy" anyway?  if people were to realize that their feelings are something that they have control over, then does that mean that no one would get hurt? and if thats true, then does dating then become "safe"?

but if thats true, would it be worth it at all? does that mean that love is just a mental thing? i wouldn't know... im afraid of love.

i guess wat im asking u is, would u rather feel safe, and nuetral in a relationship? or truely love someone, and risk everything?

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Truely love, without hesitation. Even with all the pain I've had to endure in the past, with all the sorrow of the love i've felt, I'd still do nearly anything to feel it again. Even with the pain. On the other hand, I wouldn't wish the pain I've felt on anyone else. I guess I'm just a masochist at heart.:)

Posted 4/12/2005 1:31 AM by Mazon - reply

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well when you truely love someone and risk everything it becomes safe.... i risked everything on brian and look at us now :) i miss you darling... come see me at best buy during the day or we'll hang out in the evening. love yas.
Posted 4/12/2005 8:58 AM by flatline_blur - reply


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