Currently Watching Meet Joe Black By Brad Pitt, Anthony Hopkins see related

welp, here i am posting... again...

u know i got lost in pennsylvania today for about three hours today...  lol and somehow i found myself in shewsberry, at sables.... so after asking for directions... (cause i can't backtrack, due to the fact that im retarded) i was walking out of sables, and was almost hit by a car... this where most people would crap their pants, but i paused waved to the driver thanking him for stopping and not running me over, and continued on my way...

about half an hour later wandering aroung pennsylvania looking for 24, i thought to mysellf... hmm, u know i almost died, then i started thinking.... would i be content with my life if i was to die then, at that moment a sables? just like in meet joe black where he gets hit by a car... (i didn't watch thats scene over and over again, of course not, im not a sadomashicast *cough*)would i have died happy? and u know, i think so...

but should u really need something like that for u to see how u feel about ur life? i guess wat im trying to say is, what can make u happy with yourself?

also i paticipated in an actual date on sunday with a guy my age (yay for me! lol) i had fun mini golfing but the guy creeped me out, it seemed like he just wanted a gf just to say he had one... (what ever happened to wanting to date someone because of who they are anyway?) so i explained to him that he wasn't the type of guy for me, but that i would love to be friends with him...

more news... im moving to baltimore august 2nd, with some friends from college, amanda and her friend cat (i luv them) lol... and im going to towson... which i am personally very excited... (im such a lesbian right now)  lol  

all in all, its been busy... and i wish i could see more of my friends... so if u ever want to hang out before i leave for baltimore, gimme a call...